Happy Cinco de Mayo!!!

Cinco de Mayo is more fun to say the HAPPY FORTH OF JULY!!! But yes!! I hope all of you have a safe Forth and for those whom don't live in the USA...you can celebrate...we won't playa hate! Annnd my best friend (aka Maid of Honor) is going into labor tonight (the 3rd) and will probably have her baby on the 4th!! Isn't that cool!!? Sooo I'm hoping that she poops out that baby and I get to have a brand new baby in my arms (I've been having baby fever!). Stay safe everyone!!

Yippy Yip Yip Yip!!

The looooong, and I do mean LONG....wait is ovah!!! I am proud to mention that I am the parent of a very, and I do mean LAZY, baby!! Nothing is wrong with him!! Yippy!! He is just really stubborn (like his parents) and wants to do things at his own pace. Today he had an appointment with neurologist and she found nothing wrong. He has started physical therapy and is NOW finally pulling himself up and climbing up our stairs (after I tempted him with a chocolate doughnut). I am still probably going to post here and there though. Lately, there is just so much crazy people bothering us...(I have a few good stories, like how we called the police on a drunk harassing us at home and 4 cop cars showed up. And how my brother-in-law decided to call my mother-in-law at work and decided to threaten to kill her co-workers. Fun times follow us!) Also, I get to start work again! 2008 is proving to be a very interesting year for Jonathan and I. But in the end we prevail and that's all that matters, right? Thank you all for your cares and concerns. I've been busy trying to keep my 5 yr old and my 1 yr old busy. And trying to get that baby to walk! I haven't been able to tell each and everyone of you thank you for everything. Yes, thank you all sooooo much and I love you all!!!

I'm going crazy.

Sorry I haven't been around posting much. It's just one damn thing after another. And now the center of my focus is on Baby Nicky..again. I took him in for his check-up and told them he is STILL not walking. And then I get this, "You should have brought him in at 15 months! If babies don't walk at 15 months there could be a problem". Well thanks! The last doctor told me not to worry and he's just probably lazy. Long story short, I have to take him to the neurology department at the university because they think he might have cerebral palsy. Why do they have to tell you what your child "might" have? I don't want to know! Don't make me more freaked out than I already am, right? Just say, 'take him here to get him checked out. We'll get a better idea why he's not walking'. Moving on. So I'm trying to get him an appointment and I still can't get him in...even with the doctor's referral. Nice. I'm going around in circles trying to get him in, but it seems like nothing is happening. Except making me more depressed. I've cried a few times over this. There is a little tiny bit of hope that I do clench tightly to. After Nicky's appointment, I visited my mother and she introduced me to a woman that has kids the same ages as Nate and Nicky. Her and I got to talking and she told me about her friend that went through the same thing I'm going through. Nothing was wrong with her friend's son. He was just lazy and/or slow, and didn't start walking until he was almost 3! I was thinking...Good God! I don't know if I could carry Nick around everywhere until he was three, but if it meant he was not sick I could deal with it. Anyway, that's what's up. I'm not going to be posting, I don't really feel up to it. But when things start moving smoothly again blog wise, I'll bug you guys and tell you. Take care!! Love you all!!

Part 2!

We went on this fun tour that took Jon & I around Oahu.

Dole Plantation! They had pineapple everything! Ice cream, candies, fresh pineapple slices...I'd just wished I liked pineapple... :/This is a Baptist church that also owned a golf course at the bottom of a cliff. And this is what happened at the top of the cliff...The Battle of Nu'uanu Pali.This was our tour guide! He was from New York and talked like my Lobstah! He was so fun! Our view outside of our room. Looks like a postcard, huh!?

We went to Germaine's Luau. I loved it! The dancers show you the different kinds of hula dancing! Those girl's hips move 100 mph, it was crazy!! We also went on a bike & hike. This is us after biking, and that is Honululu behind us!

This is me before the hike. I had brand new white shoes, but I didn't want them to get dirty, so they gave me these boots!! That day wore me out!! Plus, I almost wiped out on a bike! haha But it was a really fun trip!!

Mmm..Another Sex Tape!

When I saw this on Dlisted, I just about cried!! It's a sex tape of Ryan Phillipe and Veatrice from the Jimmy Kimmel Show. I always thought Ryan was one of those guys that was always serious...I'm JEEELLLLUSS of Veatrice!! I want you to get the fck up off of my leg Ryan Phillipe!! Enjoy!

Honeymoon Time!

We went to Honolulu, Hawaii for our honeymoon. I highly recommend that you visit Hawaii sometime in your life. Jon and I promised each other that every 5 years we're going back. Watch out Hawaii, I'm coming back 2013! We were thinking about taking the kids there, but screw that! If they want to go, they can pay for themselves!! haha jk. It was so weird that I had no one to take care of (except myself) for a whole week! If we wanted to go somewhere, we could just GO, instead of having to find someone to baby sit our kids. One night we didn't want to be in our hotel room, so we just walked to the beach. Moving on! I have tons of pictures so this will probably be a 2 part post-thang. Just to show you how clear the water is!! This is where they filmed part of From Here to Eternity... and then that big wave comes splashing down...
We took a submarine ride and we saw sunken ships and airplanes that crashed. While we were down we saw sharks, tons of fish, sting rays, and my favorite sea turtles! Arrrrr!! Sea turtles!! Strapped to my boots! (sorry Pirates of the Caribbean moment) This is the U.S.S. Arizona. When you go there you have to watch a 20 minute movie about what happened. And they have a lot of footage of the devastation. The reason they had this video of everything was because one soldier wanted to show his parents where he was and what he did, so he was filming and then hell broke loose. I cried. These were kids that were under attack, 17,18,19 yr olds. A lot were brothers. I felt so bad for the parents. I don't know what I would do if both my boys died. And Nathan is driving me nuts because every time he sees a military commercial he says, I'm going to do that. I know he's only 5, but its like, what if? He's been saying it for 2 years now...anyway. Whatever he does, I'll support it! This is the oil that is leaking from the Arizona. Right when you step out on the memorial you can smell the oil. And the feeling is just so heavy. It's hard not to cry. Right before you go to the memorial they tell you, "This is the soldiers grave, please have respect for them and reframe from talking." And while most people kept it quiet, only the really old people and the Japanese were talking loud. I can get the old folk, perhaps their old, hairy ears don't work anymore...but the Japanese, I don't know. God bless Japanese people, I don't hate them, but it makes you paranoid when they are talking loud and laughing at the memorial. That's all I going to say about that! ...uh.. onward!
And this is the U.S.S. Missouri. It also was damaged during the air raid, but they were able to salvage it. It was amazing to see that battleship. Truely amazing! Def. see the U.S.S. Arizona. There is also a museum of what the kids did on the ships (baseball teams, etc.) as well as the telegrams that was sent to the families about there loved ones death. Well that is all I'm going to post for now. I'll get another post up soon!!

What You've Been Waiting for?

Five. Five Dollar. Five Dollar Footlooooong. Curse you Subway and your damn jingle!! I've been singing that song for days!!! If I can't get that song out of my head, well then, I'll subject you all to the same fate!! Sorry! Got a little bit out of hand there...Okay here they are. My wedding pictures. My brother & I. If I was a guy, I would look like my brother. Tee hee. Genetically, we both have the exact same facial features. It's neat that we have the same mouth because his son and Nick both have our mouths. You can tell they are related! But thats another post! My lovely bridesmaids!Our lovely family that we had out of wedlock! ;)I just wanted to show the flip flops I wore during my wedding! Tee hee!I like this picture only because I think I look cute like Meli!! She smiles all cute!!Cake time!!At the dinner!All of my close friends! (from left to right) Maid of Honor, Laura, my friend Cynthia that I grew up with (she visited me from out of town!), Kathleen, moi, Ashlie, Christy and Lindsey.This picture is of the Best Man (left) Jon and then me. When I first saw this picture, one word popped into my head. Trouble. Haha!! Well trouble for Jonathan...And thats pretty much it. I WILL post about my honeymoon, only because I KNOW I had a past life in Hawaii. That's the most beautifulestally place I have ever been in my life. I loved it there. Plan a trip to Hawaii, trust me, it's worth it.

Let the Good Times Roll!!

Baby is finally better. Although, he is getting his 1 yr molars and is extremely cranky. His ear is still leaking out fun-ness, but just a tiny bit. But all in all, he is doing a lot better so thank you for your kind wishes! xoxo

Now onto the good stuff. You know how I told you have have no drunk pictures of me?? Well I kind of lied. I don't have any pictures of my drunken ass-ery, but my friend does! Soo here is my drunk ass during the bachelorette party.

Okay, I wasn't drunk here. --^Lindsey and I were getting ready! This is just my sense'o'humor shinning through!!
Christy was trying to take a picture of me stuffing my face with cake, but she couldn't get it. So, being the great funny friend that I am, I posed with my mouth wide open, eatin' my cake! Key word here is POSED! Lindsey and I dancing...before the alcohol set in.
Around this time, I'm feeling pretty good.

Kathleen and I...the alcohol finally sets in, hence my dumb 2 in the pink, 1 in the stink pimp face. Allkeehall makes me feel gooooooood. I look like I'm pregnant again! haha. And that's all the drunk pictures she had...so there! :P

Poor Baby

I would love to post all the wedding pictures, but Baby Crawfish is really, really sick. Last week he had a small fever, wasn't eating and didn't want to do anything except lay in my lap. Thursday I took him into the doctor and they said he has ear infections in both ears and a throat infection. Great. My poor baby. Got some antibiotics and thought everything was going to be okay. Four days after taking his antibiotics he still has a fever and his eardrum burst so its leaking out gooey cuteness. And he was crying more than before. So I took him to urgent care Easter night, 10 minutes before the urgent care closes. The doctor said his anitbiotics weren't working so she gave him a stronger antibiotic. His ear should be fine, but she told me to make an appointment with an ear,nose and throat doctor. . I did and took him in. The antibiotic seemed to work and he will be okay. So, sorry for the break in posting. I should be back next week!!

The Final Countdown! Part 2!

Finally its time to get married! Since my father was so sick, he didn't make it, so my brother walked me down the isle. Right when it was my turn to walk down the isle, I'm thinking, that Taco Bell was not a smart idea. It's about to be down the front of my dress since I was so nervous. But I didn't spew!! The first things that went through my mind was...look up & smile. I have a bad habit looking at the ground when I walk. Escpecially when I'm really nervous! So it was like..take a step, look up at everyone a smile. Take a step, keep looking up and keep smiling. Take a step, don't even think about looking down and wear that damn smile. After that, everything was like a walk in the park. Our pastor made a Seinfeld joke durring the wedding and I thought, too cool! And when it came to our vows, I smiled and said them all without a tear! I couldn't cry! I don't know if there was too many people or if I was too excited to cry, but I didn't.

Afterwards, we had the reception there at the church. We cut the cake and fed it to each other. I reminded Jon that he will feed me first (so that if he smushes it in my face, I could return the favor. He didn't. Smart man). And after everyone left, we took pictures of the wedding party.

We planned a dinner for our family and friends only. You know...so no free loaders would come. But before we headed out to dinner, I stopped at my parents house to check up on my Dad. He was even worse than before. I cried. Because I never saw him so vulnerable, weak and so sick, it was a first for me. I gave him some water and he told me I was beautiful and really wanted to be there. I left with tears streaming down my face. Once we got to the dinner, I was a Debbie Downer. I hardly ate my food and I didn't want to do anything. No first dance with Jon, no throwing of the garder or the bouquet, I didn't want to do anything because my father wasn't there. Everyone noticed.

Towards the end, I lightened up wee bit. OOOH And I made a mixed cd for the dinner, right? One of the songs I put on it was by Carrie Underwood, Before He Cheats. Just for the BM! But I think he was too drunk to noticed. Oh well, he did his dumb toast. It was like, "you guys seem so happy together & I know you guys are going to be with each other for a long time. I'm glad Kelly and Jonathan found each other....blah blah blah" ...Listening to his gay toast was like listening to a crackhead telling me not to do drugs & because he doesn't do drugs, you know whatta mean? Pure bullshit!! After BM's toast, Jon's other groomsman started a toast of his own, which was a surprise to us. His was the same thing, but I knew he was much more sincere because there has been a few times that Jon and I hang out with him when he's drunk/high and he always says he's ready to find "The One" (soo ladies...if your looking for love..) and he wants to have what we have. He's mushy like that. Out of all of Jon's friends, I actually do like him! After his toast was my Maid of Honor's toast. Her toast was mushy too. Then it was my brother's toast & I'm thinking, Mother of pearl! How many damn toasts are we going to hear?! No, I'm kidding.. but he mentions how he was honored to walk me down the isle and that our father couldn't be there. I was touched. I didn't think he would feel that way. I'm glad he opened up because I would never in a million years think that way. Tis nice, that brother of mine!

Around 8:30pm everyone started to leave. Good, damnit! jk. Jon and I packed up some stuff left at the dinner and headed to our room. Maaaan, that room was nast! Mold growing on the shower wall...and not the stingy mold that doesn't come off...this was new mold or whatever. I could wipe if off with my fingers..& there was a big pile of towels right next to our door. Yah, nice. Elegant. We decided to go home for a bit. I forgot why, by that time I was a walking zombie. I just wanted sleep. We got home, striped off our wedding attire and put on comfy pj's and then smoked a bowl! That definatly made the night better! haha ;) after awhile we went back to the hotel and went to bed. NO sex, remember?! Damn period! ugh...dumb uterus. But that was the whole day... and that bed felt soooo good from a day like that!

Saturday: The Final Countdown! Part 1! Its that long!

Would it surprise you that my ring tone is The Final Countdown by Europe? It's because of Job and his magic show...it's an Arrested Development thing. Carrying on. So on the big day, I woke up early, got baby ready and left before Jon woke up. I drove, with my baby in tow, to my parents house. One of my bridesmaids told me about a cold sore remedy where you put cucumber on it for a bit, then put a lemon on it for a bit and then medicine. Didn't have the cucumber, only the lemon and med's.

After lemoning my lip up, I drove my little sister to our hair appointment. So here I am in curlers for a really looong time (about 45 minutes) and my little sister's hair is looking fab, her hair was pretty much done by the time my stylist takes my rollers out. She looked great! Grrr to her thick hair! So after awhile, I come to the realization that my stylist is totally NOT getting my idea for my hair. I wanted this wavy 1920's-30's do, but she kept trying to put it in ringlets and then pin it to my head. I looked like I was 70 years old. I was freaking...I was about to scream "Shit, just cut my hair off and perm it!" I looked elderly...God bless the elderly...but I have about 30 yrs before I head down that road. Moving on...I'm going off course! Well I guess she had another appointment because she pawned me off to my sister's stylist. Good. Fine. My sister's stylist was about 25 yrs younger then mine. I'm sure she would have a better idea and she did. We've been there for 2 hours and my baby boy had to tag along (but being sooo sooo good!). We leave and sat in the Taco Bell drive thru for 20 minutes! There was 2 cars in front of us! What the hell??...but screw it, I still wanted my Taco Bell!



After getting the food, we go home. Finally now, I could play with baby for a bit and eat lunch. Ate my Taco Bell! Still so delicious! Once I got back to my parents house, I noticed my cold sore looked almost non-existent! The lemon worked! Woot woot! While we were eating however, I noticed that my Dad wasn't around and asked my mom about it. She told me that he was in bathroom all night. He couldn't keep any food down or water in him and she doesn't think that he's going to make it to the wedding. Wonderful.

This week couldn't be more awesome! Is there any other thing that could add to my wonderful luck? Oh, there is? Hung over bridesmaid?? And the steamer doesn't work to steam out those nice wrinkles in my dress?? Well great...add that crap topping on the sundae that is my life. Through this whole day, I try to stay optimistic. For example, my dad is sick..but at least he isn't dying or died on my wedding day..yet. (He really should have gone to the hospital, but he's so damn stubborn and "didn't want to ruin my day".) And I could have yelled at my bridesmaid for being such a dumb twat and getting drunk the night before MY wedding (how dare she!), but her boy toy already yelled at her. Good. I knew if I yell at her for it, it would go in one ear and out the other and she wouldn't care. But since her man yelled at her, it made her feel shitty. She's one of those girls. But she did have a bad headache and at least she showed up. That's the most important thing...see me being optimistic.

By all means, I was no angel...I will admit, after I got my hair fixed, I arrived at the church and took a good look at my hair and realized I still hated my hair. Now, I thought I looked like a 60 yr old lady from the 1950's. At this point, I start to cry and break down. I'm convinced God is pissed at me. He says he loves everyone..but I'm thinking...No, he really doesn't! Am I such a horrible person that Karma just wants to behead me with it's Karmic Shovel?

Let me break down my wedding drama, shall we?
1.) I had one of my friends plan an old lady bachelorette party and told my bridesmaids they have no say in it, resulting in me planning my whole party so that my friends stop fighting.
2.) Jon pulls 2 dumb dumb moves. He A) stays out all night and B) well I haven't mentioned the other dumb dumb thing he did. Nothing big, but enough for me to question.
3.) The best man, takes advantage of the bach. party by being a prick and doing something so completely vile.
4.) Jon's brother decides to call in "sick" to the rehearsal, and the best man and the other groomsman decide to avoid the girls..including myself. Oh and from this point I will use the initials BM for Best Man...or bowel movement or butt munch..whatev.
5.) BM tells Jon that if I keep being a bitch to him he will ruin my wedding. (Jon told him, if he's wants to live, ruining OUR wedding would be a bad idea. Everyone will hunt him down if he does...BM wises up...sort of.)
6.) Then the BM decides to write me an email asking me why my friends and I ignored him and to stop talking bad about him. First of all, if you're doing scandalous things, I'm going to talk about it. That's the woman in me (I didn't tell him that though). Don't do bad things and I won't talk bad about you. Simple? And second, in my response email, I just made it sound like he was being paranoid. I said, "It's not like you made an effort to talk to us. And that's how my friends are. If you don't say hi first, they definitely won't say hi. I don't know what you want me to do about that. I can't change the way they act around people they don't know. Why are you so concerned about them? How come your acting strange?" ...well that's the short version of it. He says sorry...and things are all better between us & still are...for now.
7.) Oh and at the rehearsal dinner, I get my lovely period. Nice. So I'm going to be bleeding on my wedding day and my honeymoon. Perfect. Sonofabitch! After the wedding, it's going to be the first time that we can actually have sex and won't be sinning, but we can't do it until AFTER I'm done bleeding my life away. Great. But on the positive note, I'm not pregnant! Right? See, still remaining optimistic!
8.) My dress is 1 inch longer on the left than the right. So the alteration bill was very fun to pay!
9.) Friday night I get a nice fever blister.
10.) Saturday my hair is looking like old lady poodle.
11.) My bridesmaid shows up to my wedding with a hang over AND
12.) My father is deathly ill and can't walk me down the isle.

By this time I'm thinking, Jonathan better be worth all this! We argued more in one month than we ever had in our relationship. We rarely argue. And on my wedding day I vowed never, evah getting married again. Once is enough. Oh and as for my hair...once I did my make-up and put in one teeny weeny bobby pin, I looked fine. I put on my wrinkly dress with a smile and was ready for the showdown. I let everything roll off my back. I was ready to get married!

Friday "The Day Before the Showdown."

Friday:
9AM - take birth control pill, even though it's useless because my period decided to come 3 days early & get my 2nd pedicoat rented from bridal store and buy baby's tux.
10:30AM - buy taco bell...yummy. nast, i know, but was craving it!
11AM- get home only to discover your friends are coming to take you to lunch
11:05AM- inhale tacos but spare thee burrito!
11:30AM - time for lunch...ugh, full belly..
12:35PM - get dumb nails...because they look a hellalot better then my real nails.
2PM - massage...aww so nice. the massuse said i had a lot of knots from stress. and i thought, you think? ;)
3:50PM - pick up Nathan from school
4PM- go to mall to shop for sneakers and bathing suit
6PM- get home and relax... or until the laundry is drying.
7PM- pack everyone's bags!!
12AM- take shower after packing for 5 hours.
12:11AM - discover fever blister on lip. great. again.
12:16AM - have a nervious breakdown. (First, i get my period days before my wedding and honeymoon..next i get this adorable little thing...nice.)
12:30AM - going to sleep after taking my wonderful cough medicine..

I'm back!!

Holy mother of pearl! I'm am glad everything is all done! Now, I can breathe! So don't you love drunk rants? I typed pretty good. I had to post that today though, because of the internet connections at the hotel, it didnt want to post. I still have these dumb nails, please excuse me for my misspelled words. I have lots to write about! Tons! As much as I want to show fun pictures, I think I should wait and instead, write my "drama chronicles" in order. So let me start where I dropped off, sound good?

So Jon's bachelor party. wow. (i'm done with with caps, damn nails.) well let me first start by saying we agreed to both be home kinda early...like around 3am-ish (clubs close at 2am). after my party, i got home at 2:30am. after jon's party, he got home at 12pm.....the next day! Oh I was mad! And the for some reason i wasn't surprised. i had a bad feeling from the beginning. and i was right.

****okay for the past hour i was writing a long paragraph, but i decided to delete it because you never know who is reading this blog or not. if you really need to know just email me. it has nothing to do with jon. but yah, i'm here if you want to know....

Here i am...

to save the day!!!! Okay no, i'm just drunk and talking non-sense. So right now, I'm in the beautiful state of Hawaii! God made it soooooo pretty here. I don't want to leave! It reminds me of New Mexico with all the different cultures and nice people, only its warm 24/7. And crystal blue ocean everywhere instead of desert. So, we had a tour of the whole island today and Jon and I are pooped! after the tour we decide to buy some beer and relax a bit. I rank (typo, but i'm keeping it) and i'm goooooooooone mohterfuckers!! its the beer talking..not me! no...but i just wanted a lil update for ya'll. Oh and the wedding? I'm very happy I married jonathan, but I think God was mad at me because nothing...and I mean nothing, went right. so..yah, i can say confidently, i am never evah evah EVAH getting married again! if i do, i'm going to the courts or something....anyway, I need to go!! I got these shitty fake acryic nails on and its hard to type..i'm sure the beer didn't help neither! time to get really tipsey! im living life on the edge!! Love you all!!

I lied!

Well I got some time now!! Hot damn, everything is stirring about. That's the best way I can put it. Anywho...Guess what?? I lied!! I got the my camera back last night! Now, I can tell you what we did for my bachelorette party! Yippee!!!So we did what I planned. It was only my 4 Bridesmaids (Laura, Kimmy, Ashlie and Lindsey) and I. First, we went to a nice make-up shop and Lindsey bought me some lipstick to cover up my cold sore! Nice! Next, we went to the mall and bought cute dresses. And I bought a cute dress that was $120.,but was now down to $45. Score! Laura bought me new black heels to go with my dress too! Love her! Then we all went back to Ashlie's house to meet up with everyone and have a small party. Laura also bought a Pimp Cup for me! That was the best! I love that damn glass! And I also wore a "hottie" whistle and a sash that said "Miss "outta control" Bachelorette!" and it flashed! At the party we ate pizza, played guitar hero 3, opened gifts and then it was off to the dance floor! It was fun! It was even better because guys bought me drinks, but didn't dance with me. I didn't have to feel slightly guilty if I did dance with a guy! Remember Christy? Well she was being a sour puss. I knew she would. She was getting granny on us. "I don't want to dance, my feet are killing me. Waaaaaah!!!" She's not a high heel gal at all. If you're a high heel girl you persevere through the pain and make it look fabulous! I got 2 blisters! She's more of an ugg/crocs girl. Ain't nothing wrong with that. But if you know those shoes were going to hurt, why wear them and complain, girlfriend!? Oh well, I figured once I'm drunk she won't matter to me. And I was right! My Momma taught me that! I'm nice and love everyone when I'm drunk. I drank the right amount. Enough for me to get away with doing dumb shit, but still being able to remember it. My friend dared me to kiss this bald's guy head & I did. When I got home I stripped off my dress, down to my under-roos, went to the bathroom and took my contacts out, then I puked. How nice. Just twice. Everything I ate and drank. And after I did, I wanted to pass out on the toilet. It was my new pal. I really wanted to sleep & wasn't going anywhere, but I thought, if Jon finds me here, he will keep remembering me what I did over and over and over again for the rest of my life. So I got up and went to bed! It was such a awesome party!! I loved every minute of it!!

Unfortunately, I didn't have any pictures of my drunk ass. Or the damn Youtube thing! I got all caught up in the fun! I'm sorry!! I'll try to do something this weekend! Gahh...I'm pissing my pants. I'm scared!! I DO want to marry Jon, just not in front of everyone!The rehearsal dinner was...there. We all know are parts and that's the important part. Jon & I practiced our vows. OMG it was crazy. It was my turn and I started tearing up & was about to cry. And when I did that, it was like a chain reaction. Everyone started crying. My mom, Lindsey, Tessie (Jon's mother) and his convict brother! I was all, oh my! But, I told myself to "man up" and I worked through it and I finished without a tear. It was hard. I'm not going to "really cry" until I have to. I know I will. But yah. Then we all ate BBQ afterwards. Yum! We have Kanas City blood in us, so we're all about the BBQ!! And everyone lived happily ever aftah! Thee End. Oh I wish. But, if I get a chance, I'll post about the drama! Tomorrow I'm really busy! Ashlie is my assistant for the day! She's awesome. I've been really venting everything out on her. Thank God for best friends! So here comes the pictures!!! Take care everyone!!

My little sister, Kimmy. Pa-Pannies in yo' face, Pannies in yo face! Pa-Pannies in yo' face, Pannies in yo' face! <---You're supposed to rap to that!Love me some Pimp juice!Ashlie and I.....and of course the Pimp Cup!My Cake!!They said, pick a peen sucker, Kelly! So I took the big one, and they were suprised for some reason. Hello! Of course I want the big one! Who wouldn't?!My Leo Lindsey and I!All thee amigas!! Ash And I at the rehersal dinner!!